SHIT

thats what i did today.. totally crapped the hell out of myself.. literally..
i was down with diarrhea.. and crapped at least twice in the space of few hours..
i wont go into details regarding this..(haha thank god).. but it felt good actually..
i felt lighter.. haha ^^
today was quiet good.. normal same old holiday.. spent in the gym and and in front of the computer.
night was spent catching a movie.. and having supper at a nearby kopitiam..
but i have this shitty feeling inside of me.. well i used the word shitty since the title of this post is SHIT.. so lets stick with the topic..
so why shitty.. well the problem is i dont really know why??
am i old enough for this shit?? or am i still too young??
damn i dont know what i am thinking here..
anyways.. shit happens.. and i hope it doesnt happen again..
life was perfect until i came home.. why? why home? where it was suppose to be the place where i feel safe and secure..
sometimes i think that i am a loser.. really..
all the SHIT that i have done.. hmmm...
anyway.. i think i dont want to get into anymore SHIT anymore..
but if diarrhea hits me again.. than there's no holding back...

PS:im actually writing SHIT here.. but mayb if u understand what im saying.. u'll get the picture..

cheerios...^^