Life So Far

well.. im doing fine here.. surviving should be the word..
just scrapped through my exams, and even more tests are coming soon..
promos are in 6 weeks time..
asean dance in 2 weeks time..
trainings are still as exhausting and energy sapping..
and life is well... tiring i guess..
i miss the days, earlier in the year, where i could just sit back and relax, surfing the net, doing my own work, chatting, playing
although im stilled hooked onto facebook now and im still connected to the internet everytime i get back to the hostel, however my time spent on the computer is much lesser now..
i dont blog much, i dont update my status much, hell i dont even chat with ppl on WindowsLive..
life with love grows better every second..
however time is a problem as i have alot of commitments.. i feel really sorry sometimes.. :(
i really hope everything turns out fine..
i hope AseanDance would be a success..
i hope i would do well in my Promos:) everyone else too ^^
i hope i would do better in soccer too.. the A Div!!
i hope i would be a better man ( not boy d :)), better son, better friend and of course, a better Boyf. :)

PS: i dont know why but i like Christian songs. they're catchy and nice <3

Tired

im really drained out..
workload is getting heavier by the day.. trainings are not getting easy..
pw datelines are creeping ever closer.. Asean Dance is just 3 weeks away..
and i can go on and on..
i really hope there would be someone who can help me.. help me with all this work..
even if it's a really small help, i would appreciate it alot..
it'll be even better if all the work can be done by that person...
however i know it wont happen..
im left alone to face this... how i wish..
how i wish i could just dissappear this instance.. but that would make me irresponsible, no?
i'll do fine i guess.. i'll just be one dead lifeless body after all this shit..
and thats not all.. there's still promos after this.. omfg.. save me please..

Dying :(