Next plane home, literally ( copied from gwen's blog hahaha )

well.. im at terminal 1 now.. waiting to board the plane to go back to my home sweet home..
it's been more the 2 months since i went home.. and i can assure u.. i am homesick..
but i dont know why.. but i miss HER more..
i just hopes this 3 weeks goes by very fast...
i love u gwen...
and i miss u lots...
gotta go d.. boarding time..
yeappiiii ^^

Review Sem 1, 2010

well.. tomorrow's the last day of school.. yeappi..
so i think i should sum up my life so far in the first semester of JC life..
well.. JC life.. one word to descibe it.. AWESOME..
gone are the lesson after lesson timetables.. we have breaks ( some as long as 2 hours ) between lessons..
and in those breaks we can do loads of stuff like eat (?! who doesnt?), gyming ( i like ), swimming ( never tried. never plan to ), the cafe ( hahaha.. only a selected few know ) etc etc...
lessons are relatively nice and easy.. as in i take it easy la.. not that the things studied are easy.. haha.. im kinda dying for history and geog...
well as for my CCA.. i think its kinda nice..
well.. it did made me become fitter i guess..
2.4km run used to be a problem passing... now im acing it.. woohoo~~
and yeah.. hostel life is fine... especially when the one u love is in it too.. awww ^^
but i dont get why the hostel needs us to pack up the whole god damn blooddy room for the june holidays.. wtffff.... waste my time...
so im kinda in holiday mood already.. recovering from my sickness... i think i'll be fine by tomorrow..
and after lessons end at 1.30pm tomorrow.. expect things to go CRAZYYYYYYYY!! woohoo~~


Lemme show you whatcha missin.. paradise~

Sick

falling sick is not fun..
especially when u're really sick..
well if u dont get my point.. since coming to singapore.. i "fall sick" when i dont wanna go to school.. not always.. but once in a blue moon..
however.. im really sick now.. and i feel like crap..
i missed 2 days of training already.. and i like training..
my room is still in a mess.. and im supposed to check out 2 days later..
i have lots to pack, clean and prepare for my long holidays back home..
and im leaving><
since when did leaving singapore for home was so tiring, sad and unwilling.. omg.. i juz wanna relax..

FAILURE

being someone's partner.. it's ur responsibilty to make him or her happy at every moment..
when ur partner is down.. u should do ur best to make sure things take a 180degree turn..
and u should NEVER EVER make him or her sad/angry/emo etc....
i cant seem to get the last part right..
at least once a day.. AT LEAST..
i know it hurts her.. but it hurts me even more.. i feel like a total failure..
im really sorry.. i feel useless... u deserve better... seriously..
but im totally useless... i am...
im no one... sorry

Crazy little thing called

LOVE..
everytime she's close.. my heart beats faster..
the sight of her will make my day..
he smile would make me go over the moon..
a simple chat would make me estatic..
holding hands makes my heart melt..
hugging you makes my legs wobbly..
however..
a frown on you makes me sad..
a tear from you stabs my heart..
a quarrel with you gives me insomnia..
u falling sick makes me feel helpless..
u talking with others make me jealous..
u ignoring me make me wanna cry out loud..
u leaving me makes me wanna kill myself..

That.. ladies and gentleman.. is what love is to me..

><.. still.. we have to leave..

19th May

well.. today was quiet boooooring...
went to marina barrage after school for learning journey.. and it was... booooring.. haha..
never really did pay attention during the tour.. my eyes were atrracted by something.. haha.. guess who.. lol
after that we went to orchard to do our gp outing thingy..
gwen tagged along.. so sweet^^

well.. it's my nature to keep asking.. i've been like that since i was young..
but i think im gonna change.. cause nothing is more important than your happiness to me..
cheer up.. ^^

Ultimate Secret Known

ohhhh shitttt.... this is bad...
my ultimate secret has been known by someone...
and she's gonna use it against me...
im so dead... somebody help me plz.. now i really hope i've believed in god before..
hahaha... nvm i'll survive

Almost there

well.. i finished my Gp package test and SEA history test today.. so there's only maths left..
omg i cant believe that term 2 has gone by so quickly.. cant believe that JC life is just going pass so fast.. omg i want time to stop...
im loving life here.. and i must be lying if i say that now is not the best moment of my life since coming over to singapore..
everything's so fine.. i have a nice life over here.. i have a nice partner.. ^^ i have nice friends.. thank god.. lol.. although i dont believe in that ><
anyways.. tomorrow's gonna be a slack day i guess.. learning journey yay... haha
gotta do something constructive now.. byeee

1 month

well yeah.. its officially one month now..
time really flies when u're in love i guess.. ^^ its been a long time since i feel so loved by someone.. and i really hope it lasts...
it feels like we've been together for ages.. yet, its only 30 days..
its gonna be a busy week this week but i will survive i guess.. one smile from her would make me go on for the whole day.. thats how important she is..
holidays are real soon.. 2 more weeks.. and i dont really wanna leave..
im gonna die without her by my side.. mayb not really dead.. but i'll definitely feel empty inside.. !!
i'll make sure we meet up at least once!

gtg... but before that.. did i mention im in love with fong gwen lyn ?? haha ^^

Concert and Shows

well... im just watching concerts non stop nowadays..
went for harp concert yesterday.. seniors were performing.. so i was a good junior and supported them..
zhijing had choir concert today in UCC.. she's in hwa chong..
decided to support to.. and UCC brings back memories when i was in dance last year..
and surely.. i went to both of these concerts with gwen.. lol..
we just cant seem to be separted nowadays..
ok nothing much to say...
i ate alot.. i think im getting fat.. good ^^

12th May.. Nice

today was fun.. today was new..
went to support acjc's girl's volleyball team..
and oh my.. i was impressed.. especially with kate..
left school early as the match was schedule to start at 1230pm..
there was a charatered bus the bring us there.. CCAB.. which was in tanglin..
well we lost the first set after being 22-18 up.. but eventually lost 23-25..
but like our motto.. the best is yet to be..
we bounced back.. and with style.. we thrashed the hell out of them.. winning the next 3 sets straight to book a place in the finals for the first time in our history..
in most of the sets.. we were down by either 3 or 4 points but came back everytime.
much thanks to us the supporters who shouted non stop.. i think it affected the vj girls.. haha.. yeah.. we won VJC.. woots ^^ facing hwan chong in the final who we won earlier on in the group stages.. we really have a shot!!
well.. i was impressed by kate.. my classmate.. she has one helluva spike.. i wont be bullying her anymore.. i don wanna die.. haha..

well i cabbed back with my soccer bros after the match.. for training..
reach late.. and cleaned the cage.. ran 5km+ not on the track but around dover area.. nice..
came back and did gymming... worked out quiet a lot.. but i feel good..
having 5 stations test for NAFA tomorrow during PE.. hope i wont be exhausted by todays training..
meeting gwen later.. life's good ^^

11th May

hey boys and girls... mothers day was 2 days ago.. did u wish ur mom??
i certainly did.. good boy.. was glad to know that mom and dad are actually going out for movies.. like for REAL! haha..
i miss them a lot.. nvm.. 3 more weeks and i'll be home..
speaking about home.. i miss home.. however.. i have this heavy feeling of not wanting to leave this place.. even though for 3 weeks only.. thanks to her..
we'll both be leaving.. but sadly to different places.. ><
well.. monday was tiring.. soccer training made my calfs hurt even up till now...
there's training tomorrow too so good luck to me..
went to swensen's after school with gwen today.. stuffed myself with food and ice cream.. it's part of my "get fat then buff" plan.. hahaha...
well.. my class is gonna go support the girls volleyball team tomorrow.. my classmate is in the team.. good luck to her.. ^^

<3 Gwen

Oh My Time Flies

its may already now and the mid term holidays are approaching fast..
however i feel that orientations were just yesterday..
gone are the carefree days where i would think that term exams were half a year away..
now its only like 1month++ away..
well... JC life so far is kinda good on me i guess
much thanks to gwen..^^
soccer training is getting intense.. and i hope it helps me improve my stamina..
studies so far are okay-okay i think.. haha..
will "try" to mug during the holidays..
and im recently attending many concerts and drama plays.. dont know why? maybe im becoming more intellectual?!? haha
btw.. i must reiterate again...
she makes my world go round... seriously.. haha ^^

im in ASEAN com.. and our next upcoming event is Asean Dance..
i hope everything will turn out fine.. i think we can do it.. the team seems good enough to pull this off..
and yeah... i think im too thin..
im gonna eat a lot from today onwards.. wanna BUFF UP.. haha ^^

Im sick

yeah.. im sick of this hectic life...
tests are coming one after the another..
and i have to study one subject after the another..
thats my responsibility.. as a scholar.. i have no choice.. i dont wanna get sent back home..
im sick.. literally...
flu has been bugging me for the past couple of days.. it juz wont leave me..
it loves me.. but i hate it.. i need to breathe u see.. ><
and im sick... sickly in love i mean...
to this special someone..
u put colours into my life.. u make me happy at every sight, smell, touch ...
you give me strenght when i am down.. and all u have to do is juz be there..
i dont believe in God.. but when i believe in you.. i have a sense of security and protection.. does that make u God-ly? at least to me i guess..
everytime i look into the mirror i wonder.. am i good enough.. do i deserve you..
and everytime tears will form around my eyes.. my emotions overpowering me..
but then i see... that you and i make a perfect fit...
as our hearts our souls match perfectly together as one.. and only that matters..
loves u ttm!


Life's Good^^

Small but powerful

i juz want to say that..
it is actually the smallest things...
that leaves the biggest impression on me..
and eventhough u might not know...
somethings u do send me over the moon..
but sometimes it juz makes me wanna breakdown..
but whatever happens.. im always there..

Super Long Weekend.......

this weekend was long.. super long to be exact.. we had the monday off.. bcoz saturday was labours day as well...
well.. gwen was "sick" on friday.. but we still went out anyways...
saturday was spent doing CIP.. i somewat organised it.. wow.. ^^
after that we went for ironman2.. it was nice.. but the first movie was still better...
sunday was spent visiting weelynn in hwachong boarding school...
apparently she broke her toe.. while swimming... hahaha
we went SHOPPING after that...
monday was spent in botanical gardens.. nice place.. i love it u know.. hahaha ^^
anyways.. life's good.. and gwen... i support u all the way.. ^^ <3